My first indication that all was not well in my life began when I discovered the feeling of control I got from starving myself, and the achievement of seeing the needle on the scales go down each day. I kept to a 200 calorie a day diet for 4 months, before my control cracked and I began bingeing.. and then taking laxatives. Before long I had spiralled down into bulimia. I received various treatments, some more helpful than others, but, over time, managed to not so much "reagain control", but to let go of the control entirely. I do still have days when my eating veers towards the chaotic, especially when I am coping with overwhelming situations or emotions in my life, and these pages help me through those times.
The best source for information and help in the UK is the Eating Disorders Association. They run a telephone helpline from Mon-Fri 9am-6.30pm on 01603 621 414; a youth helpline from 4pm to 6pm Mon-Fri on 01603 7650 050, and a 24 hour information line on a premium rate number (45p/min cheap rate, 50p/min all other times) on 0891 615 466.
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